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<i>One of the many downsides to this site is once you post a profile it does NOT allow you to get rid of it. lol However, I have recently met someone wonderful and would like to pursue that! So please DO NOT RESPOND! Thanks and sorry for any inconviences this may have caused. Best of luck with your pursuit!</i> <b>Thanks!</b><li><B>ABOUT ME:</B> How many times have I sat in starbucks drinking coffee and watching happy couples come and go, on their way to the park, or a movie, oblivious to how happy and how lucky they have it. I look around at others, wondering what they have, have they settled? I wonder why I can't find that kind of happiness and contentment. what's wrong with me? I'm smart, successful, pretty, funny, and strong, and yet...I'm lost. So often on my ride home watching the city speed by, after some triumphant moment and it <br>is just so empty to have no one to share it with. I can't settle for something that doesn't feel like a perfect fit. I want to be in <b><i>LOVE</b></i>, and i want to be loved. <li><b>WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR:</b> <br>what I want is to look across a crowded room, and not see anyone else other than "HIM." I want to be excited all the time to be with him, or simply just talk. And I want to talk for hours and hours, about everything and nothing. I want to share every thought, dream, feeling and experience. I want a phone call in the middle of the night, just because he wants me. I want to trust him with my whole heart, and be trusted. I want him to understand my moods and feelings, and respect my privacy and solitude when I need it. I don't want to have everything in common with him. I want us to each bring new things to the other to share. I don't expect us to agree on all things, or believe in the same things, but I do expect to be respected for having my own thoughts.<li><b>WHAT TURNS ME ON:</b> <br>Every girl is looking for the "best", the tallest, richest, handsome man. I am looking for the "right" person. the "right" person is the person who will bring the best out of me. Tonight I am wondering if there is anyone in the universe who is in a situation similar to mine. I've noticed that when I look around, people seem to be busily making their way through life doing this and that to stay occupied but are they really happy?? I wonder? perhaps they are settled in their ways already. I'm not. I feel unsettled and unsatisfied. The feeling is not about achievements professionally because I've been quite successful. There is no spiritual hole to fill; I have God in my life. I have a loving family and the support that goes with it. And a group of friends for life whom I cherrish.<li><b>WHAT TURNS ME OFF:</b> Well, a major obstacle for finding a partner is that I'm not interested in dating. In other words, I can't imagine cycling through man after man. It seems pretty brutal on the face of it. And the toll it must take on a person's mind, body and spirit. the motto is: <b><i>avoid the pain</b></i>. I am not into the dating game. But I realized that what we all probably know in our heart, but fail to acknowledge is that there is no perfect person awaiting our arrival. Most peoples' love checklist consist of physical attributes that doesn't go to the core of a person's character. The "Handsome Prince" may have a terrible problem with anger. Most people choose who they will love long before they actually meet that person. I am looking for chemistry, & connection. <li><b><i>Well, I think I have expressed enough...</b></i>:) lol
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